I am terrified about what lies ahead. But I put my faith in God, my light and my salvation.

 

Haircut?

Contemplating a haircut… Life choices man.

Alone,

I really thought that when college started things would be different, but honestly I feel more alone. I need new friends.. Ha.

Struggling,

Truthfully I am not happy with the way I look. I need to fix that, I know I do. But I find it so difficult. My body is not what I want it to be… 

Possibly my favorite band. I love this album.

Possibly my favorite band. I love this album.

I always have the feeling that something bad is right around the corner. Like happiness doesn’t last, which is sad…

horror-movie-confessions:

“There have been a few good horror films over the past few years, but a lot of them are starting to die in quality.”

horror-movie-confessions:

There have been a few good horror films over the past few years, but a lot of them are starting to die in quality.”

Okay I’m in this really sappy mood right now and I think it has to do with the fact that I am CRAZY tired. But it’s been 2 freaking years.. I’ve been dating this kid for two whole years. Yeah it’s rough and my parents don’t really agree with it but that’s the challenge. No, I don’t know if we are going to be together forever cause quite frankly forever is a scary thought. But I know that right now I love this guy and I want to be with him. We have a wonderful time whenever were together and even though he makes some pretty unattractive facial expressions, I know that inside he is beautiful even if he isn’t always on the outside. So let whatever comes our way come, I think we’re ready for almost anything. Whatever happens I’ll know that in the past two years I’ve made some pretty amazing memories with this incredible boy.

Holding onto anger is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die.

Buddha  (via tropiczs)

(Source: levit)

Today a best friend of mine has gone and moved, joining the navy. Though I couldn’t see him before he left but I was able to talk to him, which made it better. While I am immensely proud of his decision, I wish things were different. I already miss him.